++HE WHO DOESN'T KNOW++

He who doesn't know...doesn't know how unconditional my love towards him, doesn't how deeply I am in love with him, doesn't know how much I miss him, doesn't know how happy I am when I got his sms even though it is not that important, doesn't know all my sacrifices just to be with him, doesn't know that I really care for him so much, doesn't know that I never betray him, doesn't know that he is the one I want to be with, doesn't know that I longed for him, doesn't know that he is always in my mind, doesn't know that he is the first thing that I think when I wake up every morning & the last thing in that I think before I go to sleep every night, doesn't know that he is the reason I am improving, doesn't know how excited I am when he asked me to marry him, doesn't know that he is the reason why I am still single, doesn't know how much I enjoy being with even though for a few minutes, doesn't know how to understand me, doesn't know my insecurities feelings towards him, doesn't know how to appreciate me, doesn't know how hurt I am when we broke up, doesn't know that I cried so many nights because of him.....

I miss him and longed for him but I know both of us are still hurt. Maybe because we are not in the same boat. It seems that we are not made for each other. I tried to be his friend but he seems cannot forget the past. I guess one way to forget him is to focus more on my job, adding to workaholic list in Malaysia.. :(