Since my last break up, I have been in the dating scene a lot. Ade yg jumpa..ade yg message2 kat facebook je...ade yg call2 je..etc. It is not that I am desperate, but I am trying to find the right one. Dr utara ke selatan, barat ke timur, oversea, kwn atas wn, family pilihkan..semua pun cuba kenal. But none of them sticks yet..huhu..
I don't know if I am quite ready yet because I usually talked about my ex. This is a NO NO rules when you are just getting to know someone. But I cannot help it!!! Bile teringat setan tu, rasa nak marah, maki hamun...tembak etc. I am so F**CKING MAD at him!!! Ndak lg masa setan tu sms dgn bangganye die nak bertunang late last year. Tah mimpi ape tah setan tu.. Saje nak bagi org marah kat die. I have never ever truely hate someone sampai rasa nk bunuh org tu..hishh...
Mmg laa pengajaran sgt berharga benda2 ni semua. I hope I am strong enough to go through this mess...
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